I've been absent for a while.
Longer than usual.
I have a lot of posts in my brain that I would LOVE to spew out and spin into a lovely tapestry of words but...
My brain feels a little broken these days.
And the words just won't come.
Maybe it's because I may have realized how much I like someone who has been in my life for quite some time and just left for 2 years.
Maybe it's because I realized just how soon my bestie is moving.
Maybe it's because this weekend was the first time I avoided a function because I knew Chelsea was going to be there. And I've been thinking about her a lot lately.
And I hate it.
I think that's probably it.
I just... wish I didn't know exactly what I would get her for Christmas if we were still friends. Because that makes me sad.
I mean, I did the right thing... didn't I?
I did what was best for me... right?
I hate it. I hate losing people (whether by my choice or theirs... usually theirs).
Oh well. I'm just depressing myself now. So I need to be done with this.
I'll get back into blogging. And not being depressing. I will. Promise.
But for now...