My apologies, good sir.

I know. 

I've been absent for a while.

Longer than usual.

I have a lot of posts in my brain that I would LOVE to spew out and spin into a lovely tapestry of words but...

My brain feels a little broken these days.

And the words just won't come.

Maybe it's because I may have realized how much I like someone who has been in my life for quite some time and just left for 2 years.

Maybe it's because I realized just how soon my bestie is moving.

Maybe it's because this weekend was the first time I avoided a function because I knew Chelsea was going to be there. And I've been thinking about her a lot lately.

And I hate it.

I think that's probably it. 

I just... wish I didn't know exactly what I would get her for Christmas if we were still friends. Because that makes me sad.

I mean, I did the right thing... didn't I?

I did what was best for me... right?

I hate it. I hate losing people (whether by my choice or theirs... usually theirs). 

Oh well. I'm just depressing myself now. So I need to be done with this. 

I'll get back into blogging. And not being depressing. I will. Promise. 

But for now...

Cheers, 
      Reille K.