Hello lovelies!
Earlier this evening, I decided to have some time where I was "unplugged". Meaning, I didn't check Twitter, Insta, or Facebook. I didn't use my phone besides telling the time or figuring out plans for tomorrow. I didn't listen to any music.
I read. I painted my toes. I contemplated things.
And it was GREAT. I think I'm going to try and make this like, a thing. Like, A THING. It was really nice to just BE. And not have the urge to touch my phone every ten seconds like I usually do. Lately, I've been starting to hate my phone. 1) Because it really is garbage. I can't type anything starting with the letter T. 2) Because what is my constant checking of Insta and Twitter REALLY doing for me? I deleted Facebook off my phone MONTHS ago, and it's been grand. I'm thinking maybe I'll do a social media fast for a whole week. Sometime soon. Not sure yet. Like, deleting the apps off my phone and errythang. And maybe never putting them back? Hmm. If anyone is interested in doing it with me, let me know in the comments, and we'll chat about it. Like, dead serious.
Also, I get to see my bestie tomorrow! TOMORROW! And I get to meet his BOY! Woo! (His boy's name is Rob, by the way). I haven't seen him since right before they started dating, actually. WHOA. Oooh, I'm just so darn excited! I literally don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight.
I really don't know what to do. About a certain human. I don't want the blog to turn into just talking about him all the time, so I've been really refraining from just pouring all my thoughts out everyday. It's been hard, guys. But, it really is in your best interests, I think. I just... I don't know if I want to go for it. Because every other time I HAVE gone for it, it doesn't end well for me. Either, they think it's just some stupid thing, not serious at all. Or, they turn out to be VERY interested in talking about my gay bestie, resulting in my realization that, "Oh my gosh, I'm 95% sure that he's gay himself." Which, is great for him. Not so much for me. So, I don't know. I mean, anything that I offered this current human would be strictly hanging out. But, it's easier for me when it's just me and the other person I'm interested in getting to know... so it could be weird. Ugh. Okay, I'll just stop here. I don't really want to get into this right now.
Okay. That's all. Thanks for stopping by!
Goodnight, lovelies! Have a good week!
Mmmmmmkaylikeyoubyeeeeeee!
Cheers,
Reille K.
Take a chance because you don't want to look back and regret what it might have been. If he is in the same place as you are he will let you know. It might take time, don't feel crazy and be yourself to the best of your ability. Because if there is something there then he will like you for you don't be nervous to talk only about yourself. At first it might be weird, but if there is something there then he will enjoy listening to what you have to say. Likes, Dislikes, whatever comes up about you or about him. Family and Friend can be in the second date if it comes to that. That way he can get to know the amazing woman who is sitting next to him. You are not being stupid to ask him to dinner and go to an arcade and have some fun. Make the first date as fun as possiable and don't be nervous because then you are being fake and he can't get to know the real you. Either way (he likes you or not) you will have questions answered and you can stop lamenting about it.p.s this is corinne
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