Thursday, June 21, 2012

and sometimes I get a little lonely...

It's really hard growing up. It's even harder when you have to do it alone{ish}. I mean, of course I've had my family around and all, but sometimes, a girl just needs her friends. I haven't seen them since... basically graduation. And it's been super tough. I feel really lame, a lot. Especially when I get on facebook and everyone is posting status' and pictures about them and their friends doing crazy fun things, going to peaks, or even just hanging out and watching movies/tv together. Sometimes I wish my friends were like that, but we aren't. And sometimes I wish they didn't live so far away, but they do. And sometimes, I really just want to be a crazy, silly, teenager... but I don't really have anyone to do it with, and that really sucks.
Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and I wouldn't trade them for the world. They have blessed my life in innumberable (is that even a word?) ways and I will be forever grateful to them. But, I've watched 5 1/2 seasons of The Office this week. THIS WEEK.
I just... I've never even been to SUMMERFEST, for cryin' out loud! Ever!
I guess I'm just feelin' super lame tonight.
And facebook is enough of a pity party without me adding to it.
And I had a bit more to say than a simple status.
And notes on facebook are lame.
Then again... I'm a little lame too.
Feel free to join in on my pity party!
It's not THAT bad...
I think I'm gonna go hang out at the cemetery now...
Don't judge.


  1. okay, oh my gosh. we're the same person! like seriously? i hang out at the cemetery, too! ESPECIALLY when i'm feelin lonely! how cool are we!? :)

    1. I think it's totally rad that we both hang out at the cemetery! Clayton told me I was creepy for doing that and I told him he was dumb. Anyway, thanks for reading my blog, pretty sure you're the only one. Ha! :)


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